Well, life's been pretty hectic lately with all the presentations due and stuffs.. But i'm hanging on.. It will all be over soon.. I can't wait for everything to be over soon. I want all my exams to be over so that i can be free.. I'm sick of studying and doing all my crappy homeworks.. Well, this is the life of a student i guess.. Constantly grumbling about school work. haha.. But it's going to be over soon. Counting down the days to freedon. haha..

I never knew missing someone could be so difficult. To miss someone is really a very difficult process. I don't think people would use such a phrase for any rhyme or reason cos i really think that to miss someone is something that must really come from the bottom of the heart. It's a bitter sweet feeling cos the fact that we're missing someone means that that someone is someone special in our life and the fact that we are missing them means that they are far away from us. Oh well, yup, i'm missing people at the moment. All the people that i love dearly are being missed. I can't wait to see you again. Missing you so much..;)

Have we ever wonder whether something that we say or do could have an adverse effect on someone. Well, today, during a presentation, one group presentated a video about how a young boy commited suicide because he was constantly being bullied by his peers. He was the so called outcast of the school and everyone made fun of him. It was really very sad. But amongst all this, he had a good friend who would always side with him but one day, even this friend turned her back on him and started teasing him as well. And that was not all, she befriended him online and made him fall for her only to backfire on him by telling him that there was no way she would ever fall for a guy like him. She told him that he was a loser and that loser will never get admitted into society. That was really very bitchy of her and while she was telling all this, there was no remorse on her face. She could still have a smile on her face. i mean seriously, did she even relalised the severity of what she had done. Her actions had resulted in the death of a young promising boy and here, she was smiling away. It really made me wonder as to whether do humanity still exists in the world today. While watching the video tears welled up in my eyes. I remember those times whereby when we were young, we did had our fair share of making fun of some of our friends. I wonder whether what we did had any adverse effects on them. Sometimes, we might not realise. But what we do onto people could really have an adverse effect on them. Thus, we really have to be careful about how we handle human relations. Sometimes, life is so fragile that it might break without us even knowing it. The one thing that really made my tears drop was when the host asked the father what do you want to do the most now, and he said, "i hope that one day i get to meet Ryan and be able to tell him that i love him a lot". This really made me cry. It made me realise that no matter how people of the world may despise us, we must never lose hope cos no matter what, we will always have our parents to love and care for us. We should never think about suicide cos our life does not belong to only us but also to our parents who actually brought us into this world. So people, lets all learn to love our lives. Live, love, Laugh.. Enjoy life to the fullest everyday cos it''s a special gift that God gave us. =)