There comes a day in my life whereby all i feel like doing is to pour my heart out to someone. Life can get so difficult sometimes!

Many thoughts are running through in my mind right now but somehow, it just seems so difficult to write out. Sometimes i wonder if whether all the decisions that i've taken in my life; were they the right ones??? It sucks that sometimes when we look back on the story of our life, we always end up having regrets?? I hate that i have regrets but somehow regrets seems to have become a common element in the plot of my life story?

Today, i came across a show called my big fat wedding? It's a show whereby couples spend millions of dollars on their wedding. Before seeing the show, i used to think that it was a waste of money to hold such big weddings but after watching the show, i began to understand why people would want to spend so much money on a weding. As what the bride said at the end "I totally deserve it". Therefore, if i can find a man who's willing to spend such a huge amount of money to give me my dream wedding, i guess it means that he really love me??? I know people would say things such as money should never be use to measure love but somehow, i guess it's the one quantative measure of love cos any other measure of love is based on quality and quality is something that cannot be seen nor measured. Therefore, if a man really loves you, then he wouldn't mind spending huge amount of money on you!!